Aesthetic

Jealous

Sigh. Everybody is jealous of the so call ' favourite ' students for my chinese teacher. I'm not involve in this thingy. They are reading comic and surfing other net, i tried to tell them but then they don't listen. Sigh....Can't believe people it get jealous of this stuff. I don't believe that about even if they are good in chinese they are bad in english so they should use their time to learn english since they learn it in china.
Jealously always happen between me and the so call ' favourite ' student. I got about 2 people that are jealous of me. Sigh Don't know why. People just get jealous of me with no reason. But then i know one of the reason that one of them is jealous of me. I guess getting too close to one friend will cause trouble. Everytime.

Sigh

Life for me....

I hate being young. I hate being sick. I hate being 11.

Today my sister finished all her exams and she get to go out with her friends. But for me, after the exams i can't go out with my friends to comics connection or only library or somewhere just because i'm 11. Sigh. My friends ( same age as me ) get to go somewhere TOGETHER to j8 or comics connection. Even if it is not after the exam. Just on a usual after school day. And i can't. Why could they go and not me?? They are the same age as me so there is no reason i can't go.
In the holidays, my friends go to watch movies together, have sleep overs etc. And i can't. ( THEY ARE ALSO 11) I just stay at home and collect dust. Sigh. Everything cannot when my friends, ( THE SAME AGE ) could. And then they would stay that my sister last time also did not go out with her friends . But now what century is it?? 2000s!!!! Can't do this, can't go there. Even if my friends invite to their house and play also cannot. sIgh. CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT.

Even my birthday also. When u could at least have some fun , going out with ur friends, watch a movie and stuff like that. That's why no kids wanted to watch a movie with their parents. Its no fun. Not like hanging out with friends. I only get to do it when i am older...Having class outings and stuff. My sister celebrated her birthday with her whole class. And for me??? Staying at home(not mention collecting dust and no one in class knows. But my sister, every year someone would at least remember. Guess i'm not popular huh??), maybe watch tv and comics but then parents will say not to borrow any more comic books from your friends.This year my birthday got away horribly. My dad was like ' faster leh faster leh'...you just spent your day like that....Your birthday just gone like that. ( Thought there was good food but people are like sian sian one. ) Last time i am still stupid enough to not to go for CCA if my birthday was on that day. Might as well go....Not stay at home and collect dust....SIGH

Sigh

Pathetic

Sigh. My blog is so pathetic. I got this Zcounter that count the number of visitors a day. My increase a day is only about 10 but about 7 is me going to my own blog. Sigh. Nobody bothered to come. Sigh. My visitors were only 476 and about half the number is me going to my own blog. Sigh. Sherrie got about a 1000 ( thought most of if is me going to her blog for about 2 times a day or more...hehehe) . Sigh. So much lorh...And my sister too.

It is me who started this blog thing but i spent months and months then people started to go and see my blog. ( From last year ) Sigh. But my sister ( perhaps ) only spent a few days and people started creating their own blog and going to her blog as well. So also got about a few thousand visitors. Even people who she don't know even go and see her blog. But me, even my friends seldom go and see my blog and i go and check ( everyday ) if anyone one wrote new enteries and i will go and read. And they repay me like this. Sigh

I guess very little people will be bothered to go and write enteries in their blogs and go and check on their friends blog everyday. Sigh

Guess i'm not that popular in class huh? Or people just don't want to read my blog?
( True sometimes it would be days before i write anything in my blog )

Being Adnormal

Sometimes i felt myself being very adnormal from my other friends. ( Know it for a long time but it is not convient to typing this topic in my blog ) I like being in school then staying at home. Weird huh??? You never knoes what happen in my house. Nobody understands.

Warning*** Don't ever try to talk to ur parents when u make them angry even thought you have the BEST reasons. Because parents aways win. Trust me, the results are horrible. You won't want to know.

= chill=

Chinese Painting

Today i'm very unlucky. In the morning, i went to school for ECA. But then it is like i'm stick to water. First i bump in to my friend carrying a cup of water and it spilled on me. Sigh...Then another friend sitting beside hit the cup of water and it spilled on my paper and my skit....SIGH
But then it did not affect my mood to do a masterpiece because my teacher said that today he will choose a few pieces for the international Japan Art Competition. Hehehe...and he had chosen mine. hehehe....I think the art piece i did is pretty good seen it is the first time i've drawn this type of flower. ( Maybe it is because of my mood ) But then it is very hard to win the competition because there are about 100 + countries. Each country send about 20 pieces and my teacher said that most of them are pretty good. Sigh....

Wish me good luck! ; D

So touched.

Today i recieved a letter from my long time no see pal. We never contact each other for a long time liao...( because of the exams ) She even got me a present...so touched sniff*sniff*

Ahemmm....Anyway great to have this friend. She knew about my problems and we hang out with each other most of the time in school. But the bad thing is she is not in my school liao...She changed she in P4. So sad....

Well, told u guys out there that i rarely said the FRIENDS FOREVER unless i meant it.
And i am saying it now to my pal,

FRIENDS FOREVER : D

Holidays

For the holidays, i am always at home. Nobody invites me for a movie(which i don't think i can go) or pple going to ur house. Felt very bored. Most of the time my headis always in a book. And maybe watching TV. I don't go online offen because i don't think anyone would be online too. And even if they are online, they are not very keen to talk to me. ( or i don't know what they are talking about )
Sometimes in school i felt very invisible. Is like i walk aaround the whole school and nobody knoes.
I hag out will my friends at recess and they don't really talk to me. They just chat with each other. Just like what YL felt sometimes. But than you would get use to it. Just like what i said. Sigh

Quiz result

You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.

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Quiz result

! You are most Like A Sapphire !
Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a
deep
beauty. Delicate, and shy you try to stay away from
the
limelight but often your intelligence puts you in
at the
deep end. You're like a Sapphire, because, your
beauty is priceless.
You're intelligent, full of opinions, and not
big-headed about it all.
Sometimes you need to put yourself out there, as
you can be a bit shy.
Congratulations ... You're the mysterious gem
everybody wants to have and learn more about.

?? Which Precious Gem Are You ??
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Answering somebody's qn.

Anyway, YL you are not a loner. You have a whole lot of friends ( for your information ) But the problem is they don't really understand u. Maybe u should not mind so much about friends than. Just think that way that next year u will have somemore new friends so y worry????

Go and see Chloe's blog. She understands it.

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