Thursday, September 23, 2004
Today my sister finished all her exams and she get to go out with her friends. But for me, after the exams i can't go out with my friends to comics connection or only library or somewhere just because i'm 11. Sigh. My friends ( same age as me ) get to go somewhere TOGETHER to j8 or comics connection. Even if it is not after the exam. Just on a usual after school day. And i can't. Why could they go and not me?? They are the same age as me so there is no reason i can't go.
In the holidays, my friends go to watch movies together, have sleep overs etc. And i can't. ( THEY ARE ALSO 11) I just stay at home and collect dust. Sigh. Everything cannot when my friends, ( THE SAME AGE ) could. And then they would stay that my sister last time also did not go out with her friends . But now what century is it?? 2000s!!!! Can't do this, can't go there. Even if my friends invite to their house and play also cannot. sIgh. CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT.
Even my birthday also. When u could at least have some fun , going out with ur friends, watch a movie and stuff like that. That's why no kids wanted to watch a movie with their parents. Its no fun. Not like hanging out with friends. I only get to do it when i am older...Having class outings and stuff. My sister celebrated her birthday with her whole class. And for me??? Staying at home(not mention collecting dust and no one in class knows. But my sister, every year someone would at least remember. Guess i'm not popular huh??), maybe watch tv and comics but then parents will say not to borrow any more comic books from your friends.This year my birthday got away horribly. My dad was like ' faster leh faster leh'...you just spent your day like that....Your birthday just gone like that. ( Thought there was good food but people are like sian sian one. ) Last time i am still stupid enough to not to go for CCA if my birthday was on that day. Might as well go....Not stay at home and collect dust....SIGH
Sigh
