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People who saw Chloe's blog will think that it is true. Sometimes u fell hard to smile in front of friends. Chloe's the type of people who laugh and smile a lot. If she is depressed u can see that because it is not her normal self. I marely saw that happening. Perhaps she is the type that can act.

Sigh. The math paper is out. as usual, i didn't get good marks. I told one of my friend my marks. ( somebody i think i could trust) But than she told somebody and the news is out. Now i knew that in this class nobody could be trusted.

When the paper was out and everybody knew their marks, my enemy Serene suddenly became very interested in my marks ( which is very weird because she never gets interested in anything about me) And when my friend (that I trust) told the news to the " giggles" in my class know my marks. And when they know my marks i bet that the whole class will know it. Anyway, they will know it sooner or later because my form teacher will want us to read out the marks and everything will be out . Sigh

Anyway, my last math test i also got about 50+ and they don't even know a thing than y this time they knew?? Very weird. hmmm.....Hai~
And thinking that i must go through this again at the end of the year and even next year.

I once told one of my friends (which i LAST TIME also think could be trusted) my kind of private thinking that nobody, (not even my parents knew ). And about after a month, she kind of changed her behavior she is not the person i know and i regreted telling her the thing.

I guess there is not such thing as " Forever Friends " because friends can change and year after year u would have new friends and the "Old friends " will some how forget about u.

eg.
Last time i have this very(times 10) good friend. We go recess together etc.etc And now, we marely even say hello to each other.

That is y now i don't write " Forever Friends " to somebody unless i mean it.

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